Melancholy?

I woke up feeling kind of weird today. I can't quite put my finger on it. I think it's something internally, but I guess that much is obvious.

I should feel happy because I had a good weekend, including a good weekend with the girlfriend yet I think I'm still not happy. I wish there was some sort of handbook that gave you directions when you get lost in a relationship. A step by step guide would do me wonders.

I did get to go to an NFL game with a friend of mine. He's a season ticket holder and his wife bailed on him for Sunday's game so he called me to see if I wanted to go. We had a really good time. Besides the game, the best thing about football is the number of really hot women at the games.

I need to find a fix for what I'm feeling...it's eating me up.